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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:23:01 GMT -5
"No nan, if you lost aragorn and lived all the ages alone knowing he was still your love, even you would not forget. If someone is soo special to you, then a part of them remains, that is what makes you close off like she is," she told her mother.
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Post by Arwen on May 26, 2007 23:28:03 GMT -5
"She is closed off to love, for those she loved forced her to. Her parents truly dis-liked her love choice, and took her to The Undying Lands where she forced mentally, to utterly forget the feelings she held for the man she loved. In truth Arawyn, she has forgotten."
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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:31:44 GMT -5
"I still don't trust the witch. She reads my thoughts, I have no privacy around her. I don't trust her," She said holding Amarie tightly, "And I will not jeopardize my children by letting them be near.
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Post by Arwen on May 26, 2007 23:34:48 GMT -5
Arwen nodded, "That is your choice Arawyn. She will not speak to you, unless you wish it. Thoughts are easily read, by ones actions. Do you at all recall a woman named Bridie, whom also came to your rescue in Moria?" Arwen said, changing the topic, finding the topic upon Indilwen quite boring.
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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:37:06 GMT -5
Arawyn remembered all too well. "I was so scared then with El and all. And after that I ran away cause I was mad at Ada," she said, remember what happened. "Why do you ask?"
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Post by Arwen on May 26, 2007 23:41:44 GMT -5
"I have discovered something upon her being. She is not like many, left on Arda. It does not matter, I only attempt to test your memory."
Arwen picked a flower and handed it to Arawyn, "Trust in your path Arawyn, become your destiny. Your truth will set you free. It is in your heart and your soul, don't be scared, and keep believing."
That had been a completely random comment, however Arwen had sent her memory back to when she had spoken to her mother last. It was the last commet her mother had gifted her.
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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:46:01 GMT -5
"I can't not be scared," she told her mother, looking at the delicate flower. "I have two children, after losing one I can't help but worry and now, Elphir gets so busy that I don't always see him, and I know that you and Ada plan on leaving, and I haven't seen El," she sighed laying Amarie down beside Achillies and scratching him behind the ears. "I'm very scared Nan, and it never leaves me, fear always remains.
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Post by Arwen on May 26, 2007 23:49:58 GMT -5
Arwen nodded, " I gift you with that quote, it was the last words, my mother shared with me. Fear is only in our mind Arawyn, it follows us in our path, and tries to distract us. We can simply defeat it, by attempting the path, and believing in something else. Feeding our strength to another source then fear."
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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:51:40 GMT -5
"But I have no source Nan," she said softly.
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Post by Arwen on May 26, 2007 23:56:11 GMT -5
"You have love," Arwen said, "Do not think it is not a souce which you can not feed strength to. Love needs courage and strength."
Arwen looked out to the feilds, "We must be grateful, we have it."
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Post by Arawyn on May 26, 2007 23:58:53 GMT -5
"Love requires the lover, and it seems mine has run off again," she sighed, "I miss him soo much, I wish he'd come back!"
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Post by Arwen on May 27, 2007 0:02:33 GMT -5
"He will return Arawyn. I went without your father for many months at a time, in my heart, I knew he would come back. However when he joined the Fellowship, I feared he would not return to me, I fed my strength into fear, and I nearly lost myself, due to it."
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Post by Arawyn on May 27, 2007 0:04:41 GMT -5
"But you didn't have two children then," she told him, "You didn't even have El until you lived here in Gondor," she pointed out, "That is why I'm so scared, not for me, but for Amarie and Alphros," she told him.
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Post by Arwen on May 27, 2007 0:07:13 GMT -5
"They will always have your brother and sisters, and for a time your Father and I," Arwen smiled, "They are like my children also Arawyn and I will do all in my will to protect them, even if I should sacrifice my life so they might live. I would do the same for you also."
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Post by Arawyn on May 27, 2007 0:10:41 GMT -5
"It's not the same she sighed and picked a rose, pricking herself. She licked the blood and looked at the flower, "It's like life," she said to Arwen, "It is beautiful, and pleasurable, yet it's surround by the pain the thorns give, why can't life come without the thorns?" She sighed.
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